Mommy!!

Maybe all you moms will understand this blog.
Of course as many of you know Im a stay at home mom and I take pride in that. I wouldnt trade this job for any other in the world. But sometimes I need a break from my boys for some alone time and adult conversation.This week I got two breaks.One was the gynocologist and the other the dentist.
I knew I was in need of some alone time when going to the "gyno" seemed like a vacation.Going to that kind of doctor is not something on the fun list but it was a break..And I hate waiting out in the waiting room, cause if you know me well' I hate breathing other peoples air. Especially in a doctors office.I dont admit that to most people because I know you think its strange.And it is.I dont always worry about it in public but theres just certain places I would wear a mask into.(walmart being one of them) I need to put that on my grocery list.Maybe they will let me wear it before i pay for it.MMM...
The other break was the dentist.You know your sleep  deprived when you almost fall asleep in the dentist chair. I was actually relaxed , yawning and heavy eyed.lol  I hate trying to swallow when the dentist has his fingers in my mouth. Its very strange. I was there for 2 hours this morning and I didnt mind it at all. It was quite.
And sometimes I need quite. I love the sound of laughter from the boys and I enjoy  Ezra asking question over and over again. I love to hear Isaac babel and dont mind the crying sometimes. The sound of toys and television are fine. All these are signs of two wonderful lives that GOD has chosen to loan to me while here on earth. I need quite time and yes, sometimes I have to laugh to keep from crying but theres nothing like being a stay at home mom.I have alot to learn and I have alot more to teach my boys. And for that I am grateful.