Friday, June 24, 2011

Thanks be to GOD and GOD alone

I am feeling so joyful this morning.Isaac has made so much progress and GOD has answered so many prayers.Everything came back normal on his brain mri yesterday.We expected to have good news and that is what GOD gave us yesterday.And this morning was Isaac last physical therapy session.I feel like we have reached the end of a long journey.Although he still has progress to make its wonderful to have all the testing behind usand know that it is only going to get better.I sit here with tears in my eyes amazed at all that GOD has done around us and through Isaac.I knew when I was pregnant with him that it wasnt going to be as easy as it was with Ezra. I knew GOD was choosing a different path for Isaac. There came a point when I just poured my heart out to GOD asking Him to make Isaac like He wanted Him to be.From then on I couldnt pray everyday for GOD to make him better.Some would call that unbelief, but for me in was completely trusting in GOD. I knew this was the path GOD chose for our family to go down and if I tried to pray for something different ,everyday, then that was not trusting in GOD completely. I started resting in the moment and not fighting against GOD or the situation.I gave my children to GOD a long time ago. He knows better than I do with what needs to happen in our lives.
Yesterday during Isaacs testing we saw a little boy that had small patches of hair here and there and an iv in his arm with an ace bandage wrapped around it. I assume he had some kind of cancer. He looked to be Isaacs age.It made me so thankful that I have healthy children.I cant imagine watching my children suffer through that kind of sickness.I thought of that mom and all the other moms who have sick children. To me those moms are warriors. And I will remember to pray for them.
The last couple of days ive really been thinking about when Jesus said we should have faith like a child. Our children completely trust us with everything. They dont know anything different.Thats all they can do is trust us.Do we trust GOD like that? That was my prayer last night.That I would have faith like a child.We are responsible for their well-being and to train them in the way they should go. God knows the path He has for them. And its our job to help direct them there.Thanks be to GOD for my children and for choosing me to be one of HIS children.He is our Creator our LORD our Savior and our Father.

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